Days like these, I hate them

I have my days...
When  I am sad for no reason,
When I am thinking to much,
When I hate everyone,
When I am irritated over everything and everyone.

"It is my life, my body, mu choices so please, LEAVE ME ALONE!"  

And well, today is THAT day. When the dumbest thing a person can do to me is complain. Because ~I'm soaked in oil and holds fire in my hand. ~
just please, let me enjoy my Friday, by myself, whiteout my boyfriends who never talks to me....
Maybe I can do some homework because I need to do that... But no! my brain is laughing at me, drinking cola and hates me.!!

My grades will drop, I fight with people, I want to be alone!, I cries, The only one person I can talk to is not answering, my hart is a mess, my relationship is shit, I feel alone, left out,  hate.

Well it is just Friday..... But right now, It feels like an Monday.

love ~
Your Lazy teen writer.