Days like these, I hate them

I have my days...
When  I am sad for no reason,
When I am thinking to much,
When I hate everyone,
When I am irritated over everything and everyone.

"It is my life, my body, mu choices so please, LEAVE ME ALONE!"  

And well, today is THAT day. When the dumbest thing a person can do to me is complain. Because ~I'm soaked in oil and holds fire in my hand. ~
just please, let me enjoy my Friday, by myself, whiteout my boyfriends who never talks to me....
Maybe I can do some homework because I need to do that... But no! my brain is laughing at me, drinking cola and hates me.!!

My grades will drop, I fight with people, I want to be alone!, I cries, The only one person I can talk to is not answering, my hart is a mess, my relationship is shit, I feel alone, left out,  hate.

Well it is just Friday..... But right now, It feels like an Monday.

love ~
Your Lazy teen writer. 

A letter for you

This is for you.

This is a letter for you, who have meant so much in my early stage of life. If you read it, you will probably never EVER do that. But still… If…

I love you. Not like a boyfriend / girlfriend type of love, nether a mommy / daddy kind. But I love you as my friend. My sister, my best friend.

We were small kids back then, before everything else happened. But to be by your side and play in the woods, create our own imagination world… was the second best thing I knew back then.

When everyone else did not want to go outside when it was raining, we did. We played, laugh, and cried together. We were ourselves.

The best thing I knew was the trust I had to you. To know you will always be there for me.

And you need to know,

 You can still trust me.

Then we fought and broke contact. After some heavy months I soon accepted the fact that you had changed and you wanted to live a normal life. Forget the old one and everyone in it.

Sometimes, it was hard. I stalked you on facebook, saw your happy face in a picture with strangers, saw the comments when you wrote “MY BEST FRIEND” and tagged someone else that me.

I wanted to be in your life, wanted you to tell me your problems… I wanted you to be my best friend again.

And the years passed…

Then I decided to leave you behind to. With a heavy heart I took my own path, followed my own decisions and never looked at you profile picture again.

You were gone, and I could not reach you….

Three years past, and one day I got an message, It was from you. You said sorry and I cried. You probably don’t know how much that long message meant to me. It gave me peace and I knew you cared. You took time from your life, to send me a message. That meant so much!

We still haven’t seen each other in four and a half year. And even if I never will see you again, you have to know. I never gave up on you.

You were the first one to shape me to the person I’m today. And I love you for that.

You will always be my first best friend. And I will never forget you.  

Because you are more worth than diamonds and that is something you just can’t give away. 

Love

Someone that can't leave you alone ~ sorry

Cops at our School

Good night! 

Just wanted to say it. I'm also sorry that I did not post anything interesting today, but hey! I had school.
There isn't often something happens there. And I do not want to write EVERY single step I took today. From morning --> night. No,no,no.

And by the way --->
There was three cops wisting the school today, they talked to us about alcohol and how to behave and stuff, and because they talked in our "School time" some class had to bee canceled.

My Cad 01 class >.<
We have it like one times a week, and I really need to go to that class... first; It is funny, second; I do not understand anything and need help... ALLOT.
But hey! Next week... Geash!

And after the school ended I went to travel home (Like usual)
For me to go home I need to take two buses. The first one takes one hour, and then I need to wait for ONE more hour until the next bus comes so I can go home. So for me to get from school o my home a normal day takes about 2,5 HOURS! Really drives me crazy sometimes... Especially when you have homework you never does do to.

Good night fellas!
See ya tomorrow.

It is not my picture! I do not own it in any way! 

// Tired Lazy Teen Writer

Guten Morgen, Sweden!

I won't write much in this post, because I did not bring my computer with me to school.. Soo, I'm writing from my phone. But instead of text after text, here are some pictures I took on my way to school.

SOME STAY UP LATE MUSIC

I'm off, just wanted to say good night and sweet dreams for those who cares, and for you who don't, "Evil night and sleep awful tonight"

Before I say goodbye to this day.
I just wanted to share three of my favorite songs, so relax and close your eyes...

...Well... if you like rock, metal, grudge of course.

Get Scared [Sarcasm]

 

Bastille [What would you do]

 Fall Out Boy [Immortals]

And with these three songs, I will now try to force my body to sleep... Good luck with that

Good night or not, anyway I'm of 

From your lazy teenage writer

that loves hugs and kill haters.

THE EVIL BITCHES DAY

 MONDAY

...a day when dreams come true, the day when world peace was created and the day when.... You just want to crawl back under your warm bed quilt... Never to bee seen again.

But no.
Brace the day.
Eat a healthy breakfast.
Go to school, go to work, eat an ice cream.
Or... Just play sick and stay home.
Your choose!

I don't like Mondays, they are evil. yes... The day is the first day of the week. The day after your weekend. It is the day that says:
"I don't care that you never went to bed last night! Go up, go out, eat a cat and go to school! Learn stuff you never gonna use ever again, fake smile to the class you secretly is planning to kill because you hate them so unbelievable much. Cry to the math you never are going to understand.... then when you are done, walk to the bus. I DO NOT CARE THAT IT IS RAINING!, travel home, eat food, do homework, sleep, wake up..."

Monday is a bitch. 

Okay... Monday. 
I woke up at 06:30 eat a bowl with pears and cream - because I'm the healthiest person alive -
I went to my bus and after 1,5 hours, me and my best buddy opened the doors to our school.
Then.... programming....... URK! >.< Why, just why!
I do like computers and I do think that the relationship between me and my ThinkPad is the only realtionship that will work. But then you have this AMAZING thing called c#
(For you "normal" people that do not know what this is, it it the language your computer is using. Codes and stuff, never works, always does things you do ten times more fucked up.) But yeah... programming...

Then math, never had any issues with the subject. Me and numbers always got along pretty well. So except the relationship to my computer, math is next on the list with;
"THINGS I WANT TO MARRY IF NOT A MAN"

And then the day was over and I went to the bus and 3hours later --> HOME!

If your are the type of person that hates clothing and always is going around naked, stop reading here. Comment this and go to g2g to watch some walking dead or into the woods. (Stuff I will be doing when I'm done here)

But for those who do like clothes, I found this amazing site with stunning clothing to a cheap price!
http://www.sammydress.com/
Check it out NOW!

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// The girl who hates mondays

Words about the future .... Space and stuff

For my first blog post and inauguration of this blog, I will talk (or more like write) about my future plans and what to do with them.  For those who do not know who I am; My name is Mikaela but please call me anything you want - I have many names - I am currently 17 years old and will be 18 this year. And because I live in this cold and - in my opinion -  BORING country called Sweden. My years in what you in America call High School.... Is reaching towards an end.

But Because I do like to study, and favorite subject is physics and math. My journey in the school life is not over, not just yet.

So right now I'm searching through the web to find sometime interesting.  And GESH I did!

So this is why I'm writing this. For my first blog post, my first time trying to reach out towards the world with my half good gamma and bad words. This is a new beginning for me and there is why I choose this subject.

Okay, done with the small talk. The thing I will study towards is called :
Civil engineer in Space technology.
Wow... Just wow.... What am I doing.... But space is cool right? .... Space.... Yeah.... cool....

Space has always been something that fascinated me is some way. Not that I was obsessed with is but I had my questions and I got some of the answers, but not all of them. Space never was near to becoming my "hobby" I never did read books or did watch videos about it. But in some way, it was there.

So Where is this magical-perfect-wonderful school located? 
Answer - so up north you can come in Sweden. In the only space center in my country, there they have this school and you will be living with other students on a big house ... or something like that (I am still working on the information.)

I think that was everything in my first blog post. And if you did read everything... THANKS!
Leave a comment and say hi or something. I will be watching

//A future space engineer